being such a good girl !

having a soul holiday nowadays, i allow myself do everything as i like.

 

someone wants to get married,for lack of money,thinking about use me to make money.

i wanna tell her,although i'm not rich, but i'm not short of that five thousand yuan.

 

sis Rui's wedding will be hold on this week

sis Ming's wedding will be hold on in this month

then, sis dan's,then, sis shuang 's

 

why so many people are getting married?

mom and dad found their love at once.why i can't inherit some luck about this from them.

 

think i'll get married very late.or maybe tired someday,married at once.

 

some people have strong self-control ability

that's same as lock yourself in a cage,

then, heart can never fly out.

then, u blame the cage again and again

but u never want to come out of the cage urself.

miss zhang said people shouldn't be too reasoning specialy major in arts.then, life has nothing.no passion at all

 

eat too much  nowadays.

can't stop eating.

wed.get up at 18:00.found no one to eat together even

called Mesue,she's with bf;called RU, she 's shopping.

called Dad finally,he's at work...

 

i think i'll be lonely always,

before do,

now do,

forever do.

 

peng is going to korean next year. he asks Mesue wait for him to get married when  he graduate there.

they allow each other have one-night relation.(smile....)

although i don't believe in long distance relation, but...wish them luck.

 

if one thing is yours,liife will bring it back to u one day.

if not urs.no matter how u try,it won't be yours.

maybe today can be

but not tomorrow.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

got cold.don't wanna have class just want to sleep.

enducation spycology teacher was teaching about depression.

i think i got it

55 points in the test.

got light depression in the recent week.

excaped class,Zheng asked me wether i'm ok,if he brought some medicine

felt warm inside heart suddenly

at lest, have people care for u.

correct some mistake in time is necessary.

i promise myself no one can hurt me any more.

Bingbing have a famous words make me and RU both can never forget:

"i'm a businessman,so before i do everything,i'll think its worth or not"

not regret.because i tired my best,

but, in life, u cant get everything bec. of made enough effort,right?

so do i.

 

from airport to uni.

missing someone...

dunno how i will feel if that scene happen again in the future as an end of a relationship.

 

had lunch with Mesue.

ate alot.

she said i looks upset

i can't tell the reason.

actually nothing wrong

actually eveything is going well

hate myself getting sticking and nervous nowadays

luckily i have her around,she is like a family

felt happiness,feeling like i'v got three home now.

hope they'll feel i'm a second home for them too

 

rehearsed.

heard gonna have concerts from April till July.

wanna quit.

looking for an excuse.

 

sitting here drinking milk tea,having dessert,

still,missing someone,alot.

waitting tuesday comming

 

think i only can expect this much.

i told myself don't be greedy anymore.

see how the life going.

then,accept the fortune.

 

if i'm ur angel, then, i could bless u all way long

 

 

i'll be willing to dedicate the most precious time in my life          甘愿献这二八年华，

to company u till far corners of the earth.                                 伴君直向天涯。     

 

Watching every motion In my foolish lover's game Oh this endless ocean Finally lovers know no shame Turning and returning To some secret place inside Watching in slow motion As you turn around and say Take my breath away Watching I keep waiting Still anticipating love Never hesitating to become the fated ones Through the hourglass I saw you In time you slipped away When the mirror crashed I called you and turn to hear you say If only for today I am unafraid

 

        

 

a friend said she will get marride soon.

shocked alot.

she said she felt too tired.wanna have a home,don't want to wandering any more.

i can understand her,as sometime im feeling the same.

sometimes really dunno how will things going

but just step by step ,finally u will find the result.

and important is ,enjoy the course.

i'm the one who is give up easily

but this time, i wanna have a try .

so, i'm teling myslef:go go jia you!

"go go jia you!"

 

today is feb.27th.

only 3 days left ,the winter holiday is gone,

winter is comming,will the spring far away?

winter is gone,spring is not far away!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

just found i'm still so weak about sth...

 

just found i have known a psycho!

 

hisar???haha

fake .....

all fake....

low-kind people belongs less developed place forever

sb. better kick u back to your place

 

 

 

 

 

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